"As today is the first Sunday of the month, she [my SGI wife] was planning to go to a meeting. That's when I let it all out that I knew what it was all about. She seemed shocked that I knew so much about the Gakkai. She said today she was to give her "experience". I asked if her story would include all the lying and the discontent at home... I was going to go and see all this craziness for myself but we stayed home and fought."