I was worse than stupid, remaining in the Soka Gakkai for 19 years. For about ten of the 19 years I did so many activities as a Unit Chief, District Chief, YMD Chapter Chief and YMD Headquarters Chief, even in medical school and residency. Today I am a general practitioner. Were it not for so many activities, I would have been an interventional cardiologist, trauma surgeon, or board certified ER doctor. All were within my grasp but Kosen Rufu was my first priority. Don't get me wrong, I still worked for four years as an ER doctor and had some very lucrative jobs and helped many patients but I never realized my full potential as a physician thanks to the stupid SGI activities.