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Sunday, December 29, 2013

Here's what the former Rick Ross forum meant to one victim of the Soka Gakkai cult


Hello Mey! Good to hear from you. Good to hear anyuthing from anybody for that matter. Its been somewhat painful to stop by here almost everyday for over month and not find one single new post. I really miss all the wonderful and insightful comments and links by the awesome posters that used to regularly appear here before the great purge. 

This used to be a place I could rely on for much needed support from former cult members that totally understood where I was coming from. Discovering the beautiful enlightened people that populated this thread was one of the greaatest benefits I've ever experienced. I have never found a gemstone as valuable as this thread was to me. You folks helped me to advance my ex-cult healing process by lightyears. Because of all of you, for the first time in forty years, I didn't feel so alone and isolated by my horrendous SGIcult experiences. The comfort and support I found in friends here moved my soul, and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. 


The irreplacable loss of hundreds and hundreds of our heartfelt posts by the site host seems to have devastaed this diamond thread. I miss connecting with all the wonderful people that used to come here for many years to share and learn. The depth and wealth of the knowledge and experience of so many insightful posters was phenomenal. A huge emptiness has replaced all the life and energy that nourished and sustained me and so many others here. It saddens my soul. I wish I could just go someplace else and find you all there again, but of course, that's not very likely. I truely miss all you cool Bodhisattvas so very much - writing this brings tears to my eyes. Again, thanks to all of the posters for your help, kindness,and friendship. 


I hope everyone is doing well - please know that all of you and your presence here are sorely missed. Have a happy and joyful Soltice - wherever you all are! 



Spartacus

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